a question

There is always first time for everything
and it has never been the best one
imagine if it is the first time to be flirted
to be recognized
to be appreciated
with little words and so much emotions
to understand that you are cared of
and not dumped
you are the core of someone
and it is no joke
you miss someone
and you know it is getting real
it is a reality that you can love
no matter how many times before
or how many times after
feel it , it is love
to care and share
to believe in yourself and appreciate oneself
to care less about yourself
and much about Him and other things relating to Him
to feel blessed and want everyone to feel that
to see the sunset and sunrise in a different concept
to race phone calls and messages
and feel uncountable heart beats
to care not about misspelling and geeky looks
about criticism and class
about wrong selection and mismatch
does it really matter
it is the question that you start to ask
then, after you get together
does it , love , really last?